So-Called Destiny

Chapter 29: I Won't Stop 'Till We Surrender

Michelle’s POV:

Today, I made a tough decision that can ruin my life. I don’t have any choice because I have to think deeply what’s really happening with my friends and love life by myself. I need to reevaluate my life and I don’t want to hurt other people anymore. But this time, I’ll hurt myself and the person who I love the most. I called Tyler to go to my house because I’ve got something to tell him. After a few minutes, I heard the doorbell rang; I’m sure it was Tyler. 

 As I looked into his eyes, I had a feeling of sadness knowing sooner or later, I’ll lose him.

“Are you alright? I was worrying about you the whole time.” He said.

“Yeah, I’m definitely fine. Can we talk?” I asked.

We headed inside of my house and sat on the couch. I’m having a feeling not to tell him about this but I have to even I’m sure it will be so difficult.

The air was filled with silence and I don’t know where to start but then after a few minutes, I broke the silence after I spoke up.

“Tyler, I’m sorry but maybe we should stop our relationship just for now.” I took a deep breathe; I didn’t imagine I’ll tell that to him this time.

“What?” I saw his face full of shock.

I took his hands and said softly;

“I love you but I need to think about my life alone. I’m constantly hurting a lot of people because of being insensitive. Thank you for the things you’ve done for me. You’ve been basically such a great boyfriend but I need to get away from anyone right now.” I said, sobbing.

“Maybe we can fix this out! Breaking up won’t be a solution. I’m here for you no matter what especially through this stage of your life. Michelle, I love you so much.” He said, tearing up.

“But I’ll just hurt you again and again.” I replied.

“I don’t care how many times I’ll get hurt as long as we’re together. Don’t do this to me please, I can’t.” He said.

“This is very difficult for me and one of the toughest decisions I’ve ever made but by this time, I’m better off with you.” Tears fell from my eyes.

“Michelle, I can’t leave you this time. I can’t. My life would be miserable.” He hugged me but I pulled him away.

“How many times should I tell you that I don’t want you anymore in my life? Are you deaf or something?” I shouted.

“I know you still do. Michelle, this is not a valid reason for us to break up. I’ll be here for you, to help you out, to fight with you through these rough times.” He held my hands so tight.

“Tyler, I hope you understand me. I don’t want to do this either but this is the only solution for me. You might find it stupid but can you just please let go and accept the fact that I want to fight alone.” I said while crying so much.

“Did I do anything wrong? Please tell me. I’ll do whatever just to fix this up.” He almost cried.

“TYLER, I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE AND I DON’T WANT TO BE WITH YOU!!!” I shouted and pulled him away. 

“Please go and leave me now. I need to think by myself. Please Tyler, I don’t want you here!” I added, crying.

He ran towards me and gave me a big hug while crying. This is the first time I saw Tyler crying, he’s very strong and for me, crying is for only weak people. But by now, I can feel the pain in his heart. I was very guilty but this is the right thing to do.

“Remember Michelle, we’re not yet over. Please think about this again. I’ll never leave you; I’ll always be here for you even if you’ll pull me away billion times. I won’t stop, ‘till we surrender.” He pulled back and ran outside.

I ran to my bedroom and cried a lot. Screamed so loud and cried as much as I can. I can’t wait for the time that everything will be back to normal. I never imagined we will end up like this.

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