HeavyDirtySoul | Tyler Joseph |

Five

Andrea

A couple weeks later

The few weeks that passed seemed to go by so quickly. Not in a bad way either, they went fast because of the fact that I have been spending most of my spare time with the lovely Tyler Joseph and Joshua Dun. Those boys are quite the characters if I do say so myself.

They make me forget about the negativity in the world, they make me temporarily forget the shitty things occurring in my life. They're the friends who always have crazy ideas and make me forget I have a phone.

I have not yet opened up to them know, I'm not sure I'm comfortable with telling them how fucked up I was and the stuff that happened so I have been thoroughly avoiding the subject which wasn't too difficult. They hadn't asked me about childhood, we usually focused on the present and what adventure we would go on next.

I sat in World Religions, of course I actually dreaded it with ever fibre of my being. I went to a catholic school but didn't believe in the religion. Funny huh? Nobody really knows. Doesn't matter anyways, half this school didn't believe. I drummed my fingers on my desk.

In the seat next to me, Josh sat there listening contently to what or teacher was actually saying. I kind of admired him for it.

He looks down at my drumming fingers then over to my face.

"You alright?" He ask quietly, pulling his attention away from Buddism towards me. How can he even listen to this?

"Fine, just bored." I shrug, smiling over at him. He nods and smiles then turning his attention away. I grab my black pen and begin doodling on the side of my lined paper that was filled with notes. This is usually what I can. I can't even remember how many times my teachers have told me to stop, it has just become a habit I guess.

"Those are good." Josh mumbles, looking at the tiny doodles on the corner of my page. I smile at him and mumble an almost inaudible 'thanks.'

"Joshua and Andrea. Stop talking or I'll keep you in at lunch." Their teacher, Mr. Crowe scolds them. The lesson stops and all eyes turn to us. Josh kind of laughs it off while I can't help but turn beet red causing some students to snicker under their breaths. Assholes.

"Sorry." Josh says for the both of us, giving me a small look of concern. I look down at my lap and feel my cheeks flush.

**

After class I reach my locker. Thank god its lunch, I needed a serious break from class. I begin putting my binders in my locker. I feel a presence next to me, but it isn't a welcoming one such as Tyler or Josh, so I'm confused.

I glance over to see some short tan girl with obviously bleached hair and dark eyes. I had close to no clue of an idea as to who she was.

"Are you Andrea?" She asks suddenly, her voice sounding like an annoying screeching sound. I flinch slightly and turn to face her.

"Yeah, why?" I ask quietly. She lets out a low chuckle to herself and shakes her head.

"What's he doing with you?" She asks

"Who?" I'm completely confused to say the least.

"Tyler, dumbass." She laughs loudly.

"I don't know what your issue is-"

"You're a whore, you know that right? You fucking pranced into his life without a care and you took him away." She seeths, her perfect pearly white teeth making an appearance.

I literally have no word for this bitch who thinks its acceptable for her to walk up to me and talk to me about something that not only does she not know about, but me either. I don't know what the fuck her issue with me is, I don't what Tyler has to do with any of this either. I've only personally known him for a few weeks, what is her deal?

"Who even are you? Are you some emo who cries about their non existent problems? Are you using Tyler so he's there to wipe your useless fucking tears? You ruined him."

"I have no idea how I could have impacted him and his life in the span of a few weeks so badly that you think it's necessary to come up to me and spew all this bullshit from your mouth." I can't even stop myself before the words fall out of my mouth. I instantly regret them, I should have been the better person and walked away from them but holy shit who in the right mind approaches someone like this? Was she taught little to no manners growing up as a child?

"By the way, who gave you the fucking right to talk to me like this? It's completely disrespectful hell I don't even know your name." I add, giving her a look that could kill. She shrinks back a little but doesn't completely back down.

"You're such a bitch.." She says, lughing afterwards.

"I'm not the one name calling like a 10 year old." I reply, looking at her with disgust. She walks away and thank god she did because I almost broke down right there. I'm surprised I stood that long in front of her annoying presence without cracking.

I finish collecting my lunch and slam my locker shut. Instead of finding Tyler and Josh I decide to go sit by myself today. I was sad and worried and scared and they would definitely notice my mood if I sat with them.

I went to one if the staircase where oral sex was usually exchanged, and thankfully it was empty right now. I sat in the far corner that was hardly visible which was on the first floor and sat there, listening to music while eating.

My music paused momentarily when I got a text from Tyler.

Tyler: where are you?

I didn't open it and continued listening to my music. I wasn't down to be bombarded with dozens of questions, I felt as if I opened my mouth to speak I would cry and break down. I know I wouldn't have to speak to him because it was texting, but if I told him where I was he would probably come find me and try his best to comfort me and ask what happened. Lord knows if I didn't tell him he would become incredibly persistent.