You Only Have One Choice

Spiralling

James POV

After I got up off the floor from tackling Uncle Louis I tackled my cousin Nate to the floor. "James ! Get off ! You weigh a TON !" , he laughed clearly wanting me to get off him.

I turned to Hermione and gave her a simple half hug and a innocent peck on the cheek. That is when or Uncle Liam started acting strange.

He was staring WAY to hard. The wierd part his was staring at Uncle Louis. I pulled him to the side to investigate. "Did you and Uncle Louis used to have a thing ?"

He coughed alittle bit surprised I catch in really fast. "Yeah, but it ended to fast. I was the one helping raise Nate and Hermione with him for a while. Then one night I go out with Harry going to his place finding it vacant. Completely empty."

I let out a sad sigh. "You should ask him what happened that night ? To clear the air. So there's no more 'Bad Blood' between the both of you."

"I will. Thanks James.", he said walking into the kitchen to help my Dad. Carter kept giving Nate this look. I couldn't quite read it. Then I heard their conversation. "Nate you can't tell him ! That will ruin him ! James would never forgive me !"

Nate laughed. "He will find out soon enough you bastard." Then Nate went and sat with my father Zayn and they chatted about art museums around town.

While Carter was in the bathroom I checked his phone. There was a tag in a photo he posted of me. It was also captioned with a hashtag.

The lay out was the picture. Then next thing I saw had really hurt. Carter said this : "James G. Horan is the biggest whore that I know. What are the odds"

It was the picture from last Christmas that he promised he burned. I put his phone back before anyone noticed. Leaving no traces.

I was angry and sad at the same time. Why would he do that ? Why me ?

Once everyone was settled for lunch in the living room small talk was conversed. I mostly stayed quiet. "Do James any extra activities you looking into ?", Uncle Louis asked.

"No activities yet. I don't know what I want to do." Uncle Louis gave me a soft smile and we left it at that. I liked the fact that he didn't push me to talk. Unlike Zayn Malik my father who expects to much out of me. So much that I sometimes feel like I am drowning.

Nate, Hermione, and Uncle Louis stayed the night. I went to my room and locked the door. I hopped into bed and stared to close my eyes.

Then I starting seeing the post Carter used to basically humiliate me all over school. It wouldn't go away.

By the morning I hadn't had any sleep the night before. I walked downstairs to see that my Uncle Louis was awake. "Uncle Louis ?"

"Yes James ?"

"Will you take me to the hospital I think that I am coming down with something. I just want to be sure for the long haul."

"Sure, kiddo"

Once we reached the car. I was anxious to get there already. We signed and and soon our names were called. While we waited uncle Louis asked, "Why did t you wake up one of your Dad's to bring you this morning ?" I grimaced. "The don't...don't understand me. I just know that I need to be here. I don't feel like myself.

Then the doctor arrived shorlty after I stopped talking. " James has Multi-personality Disorder. Nothing major. Glad you brought him as fast as you could. Could you come back later with his parents Mr.Tomlinson ?"

"Yes. Thanks Doctor.

"Welcome."

What am I going to do !?!?!?!?!?!?