Restless Nights

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Whenever I try to think about any of it now my mind just draws a blank. I guess 2 months turns into 3 or 4 and it will continue to get worse. I don't know how to stop it, and even if I could I'm not sure I'd want to. Not until she's okay again. I'm just tired of it all and to be honest I still don't understand why me? I'm sure there were others that were applicable as well, and probably a lot less whiney.