Why do I feel this way right now? Its like...I don't know. Ever since you said that to me...I don't get it. I'm so confused. I don't even know if I'm me anymore. I feel so different every time I look back to 5 months or so ago...I know I'm...well. I can't say. Not yet. But I don't know if that has anything to do with it...I don't think it does...because that's always been a part of me. I just didn't know until a few days ago. I'm so confused...