So many things are going wrong. Dancing is like stopping the world if only for a moment, you and I know we can't afford that. Remind you I exist? Easy. Remind you I'm me? That I'm not an empty shell right now? That I feel things other than sadness? Hard. Tonight was the first time in ages I felt energized for once...I felt like I wasn't empty. You know I wish I could go back. Redo the whole thing. Make the right choice. Train. I want it more than anything. I'd give my life for it. But it's impossible. The things youre asking of me...I want to. So badly. But I know the risk. And right now...it's not even me. I don't know how you can't see that. I see it with Crim. I'll be with you until you realize you don't want me with you anymore, and when that day comes, I will still watch over you. Even if you don't want me to. I know you don't need me to. I just wish you could see...notice...understand...Change time...reverse the clock...if only...
