I don't know why you'd think I'd abandon you. Especially when this whole time you know how I feel about people leaving. Deaths natural. Sure. I get that. I can't blame the ones who died even if part of me still does it anyway despite that logic. But I've had plenty of people choose to leave as well. I know what it feels like. Plus on top of me not being good enough? Not as if I haven't partially come back to that reason each time either. I don't know. I just think with everything else going on? Who else can we be open with besides each other? And I guess...if I can't help myself at least I can try and help you.
