"I didn't know what I got into. Somehow I can't go back even if I really wanted to. So what more can I do? Here in the end it's just me and you. I never wanted to play by all the rules, A knife in hand I am playing out the part of the fool. So here we go, you can judge me thoroughly. It's too late for apologies. So just go ahead and hit me since you're able, we know my determination is unstable. I'm not even mad because I keep on dying...but I don't even know why I'm trying."