It hurt so bad to watch. Because I know what it feels like. I'm so tired. Of being stepped on. Used. Labeled. From so many different people and for so many different things and for what? Just to go home and add on constantly to the weight I already carry? It's like a never ending loop. I spend my life making time to take care of all these other people's problems but they never seem to be solved or it's never good enough and when it is, two more things come up after the one that was solved. Yet I never seemingly make time to actually solve my problems because I don't know how and I don't have the answers. I just lay and wallow in self-doubt, self-pity, and self-hatred as I continue to become more and more sleep deprived.
