Restless Nights

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I want to believe that it wont even be an issue. That all of this pain is just over a small possibility that won't happen. But my mind knows where that kind of optimism gets you. With this...I dont want to give myself false hope just to be shot with an invisible bullet right through the heart again. Knowing I somewhat caused it. It could have been avoided. I dont know how to make up for it any other way. And I'm sorry doesnt fix it.