"You know, maybe it's crazy. The way I only believe in things I can sink my teeth into. I'm like a wolf and it will either keep me alive or destroy me. I've been on this hunt before, even though I don't remember it. This is the race I've always won. But maybe not this time. Because I can't become the animal I sometimes want to be. I need to be strong like goddess' and demons, and I need to be brave like poems. But I don't know how. It's easier for me to fight something that bleeds. But I know better than anyone that most of the bleeding we do is not red."
