Restless Nights

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I'm not allowed to need anyone. People are only allowed to need me. So I guess I never can live for myself because that would be a crime now wouldn't it? Yet I never wanted to get back at anyone for the pain they caused me. Not even when...that happened. Yet I'm supposed to just be "good and honorable?" Fuck that. I'm done. If this is what honor is, where is mine? I'd rather be Carm. I don't care if I fail anymore for it.