Confused//Nick Bean

Chapter 42

Me and the boys all went out for dinner and then came back home and just chilled.

We all broadcasted together for like the first time in forever. We were broadcasting on Zachs and then I was reading some of the comments people were saying about me.

"That baby is going to be hella ugly because of Courtney."
"She looks so fat!"
"She needs to kill herself!"
"I feel bad for Nick!" another one said.

The last one really got me. I got up and went upstairs. "Courtney wait!"Nick yelled and came up after me.

"What?"I asked with tears pouring down my face. "Don't listen to them baby "Nick said wiping the tears away.

"No they're exactly right!We are so stupid for thinking that we could do this.Whats going to happen when the baby gets here? How are we supposed to take care of it and get a new house at the same time?Or go on tour and meet our fans?"I said having to sit down.

"Baby look at me. Nothing they will ever say will change the way I feel or think about you and this baby. I love you and the baby so much already.Im so excited to be a dad. We can do this together. Don't doubt yourself Courtney.You and I both know you are going to be a great mother."Nick said wrapping his arms around me.

I bawled my eyes out into him and he leaned down and gave me a kiss.Nick helped me up and I wiped my tears and we went back downstairs.

"Are you okay?"Edwin asked. I nodded and smiled and asked "who wants ice cream?"

They all screamed like little girls and Nick and Zach drove up to the ice cream place near my house.

"How have you been?"I asked Edwin. "I've been doing great!"He replied. "That's good!"I smiled. "I'm really sorry about you know everything that happened at Digi."Edwin said playing with his hands.

"It's okay we all make mistakes."I said giving him a hug. I heard Nick pull into the driveway and they came in with three big bags full of ice cream.

"Damn how much did you guys get?"I asked. "I wanted to try a little bit of everything."Zach said sticking his finger in a ice cream cup and then licking it.

I laughed and we all watched a movie and ate our ice cream. I was getting really tired and so was everyone else. I showed them where they were sleeping which was downstairs since we had spare rooms down their.

"Can I sleep with Courtney?"Zach said winking. I laughed and Nick said "in your dreams bud."

I guess my mom was already sleeping because when the boys came she went back up to her room.

Me and Nick went to bed. Tomorrow was the day we found out if we were having a baby girl or boy! I couldn't wait!