Confused//Nick Bean

Chapter 56

I didn't know where I was going. I ran out of the hotel lobby because everybody was staring at me.

I looked a mess.I still had on my dress from last night and I was carrying my heels. I texted an Uber and hoped that they would come fast before I get accused of being a prostitute.

I sat on a bench and waited for my uber. I looked around and then saw Nick running down the street. Oh gosh.

He came and sat by me. "What do you want?"I asked. "I just wanted to tell you I am really sorry about everything."He replied.

"I don't care."I replied back. "Damn aren't you being a little harsh?"He asked. "Me being harsh? Nick you've ruined my life. I can't even get on YouNow anymore without all of your fans saying hateful things and telling me to kill my self. Everybody hates me because I lost the baby. They think I did something wrong on purpose. And then when you broke up with me everyone assumed it was my fault again.

I'm done being blamed for everything and you making me look like the bad guy.I can't do this anymore. I'm done with you. I never want to see you again. I hate you."I said getting up and getting in my uber that pulled up infront of us.

As I got in I heard Nick mumble under his breath "I don't need you I already have another girlfriend that's way better."

That hurt really bad. I felt tears pouring down my face. "Can we go?"I asked the Uber. They nodded and I told them where I lived.

I arrived back at my mama and papas and when I went in they were all in the living room.

"Goodness gracious Courtney where have you been?"My mama asked. "I have been worried sick!"My mom said. "You've got some explaining to do."My papa said.

I didn't want to talk to any of them. I ran upstairs crying and went into my room. I locked the door and then went into the bathroom.

I grabbed my razor from my bag and was about to cut until my phone rang. It was Zach.

I explained everything to him and he told me that I was coming to his house next week and we were going to turn the fuck up. After I got off the phone I felt a little better.

I shoved my razor back into my bag. I couldn't believe I was going to do that again. No one knows about it.I haven't told anyone not even Nick.

I can't stop thinking about him and replaying all the good times we had in my head. I have to get over him I said to myself. I just have too.