Confused//Nick Bean

Chapter 65

Courtney's POV

When we got in the car I could see Nick staring at me. I looked over and he had a big grin on his face. Omg he was so cute.

I interlocked our hands and it felt so right. I missed his touch his taste his everything. I looked out the window the whole way to the icecream place.

The boys all went up to get icecream but Nick and I waited in the car. "So.."Nick said. "So.."I replied.

"What happens next?"He asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "Nick don't you have a girlfriend?"I blurted out.

"No. Courtney after the fight at the hotel I broke up with her. Nothing felt the same after we broke up.I was so stupid to leave you like that.I don't know what I was thinking."He said tearing up.

My mind was telling me one thing to say but my heart was saying to just let it all out so I did.

"Nick you broke me. I haven't been the same. You really left me at a bad fucking time. You don't think I was hurt too after we lost the baby. I didn't even get to find out if I was having a mini me or mini you. I lost two of the most important people in my life all in 24 hours. You must have felt like shit going home after realizing what  you did to me. I never thought a person could be as cold hearted as you. I thought you would be there for me for a time like that and then when I got to fucking California you were with someone! That hurt me even more.And after all you've done to me I'm still in love with you." I said with tears purine down my face.

I looked over and Nick was crying too he grabbed my face with both of his hands and planted a light but sweet kiss on my lips. He pulled me in close to him and rubbed circles on my back.

I really didn't know what this made me and Nick. Were we back together or just friends?