Confused//Nick Bean

Chapter 75

I sat there in the hospital bed just staring at the ceiling. I drifted off to sleep thinking about who I was and how could this have happened.

********Nicks POV
I can't believe that this happened. Its all my fault I thought to myself while Zach was bawling his eyes out.

"How could you have done this? You ruined her life! How could you get that girl pregnant?"Zach screamed at me in the waiting room.

Everyone started to stare. I felt horrible. But a part of me doesn't want to tell Courtney what all has happened. Because if she finds out again that I got my ex pregnant she will hate me forever.

Maybe this is a sign. Maybe she was supposed to forget everything so we could live a happily ever after.

But I knew it wasn't. I hate myself for this. I never wanted to hurt Courtney.Nothing will ever be the same.
-------------- Courtney's POV

I woke up from what felt like days of sleep.I almost forgot where I was.I looked around and I finally started to remember everything.

I looked around for my mom but then I realized she died. I just got back from the funeral and we were at my grandmas friends house.And then I saw Nick's ex from the beach that one day and she said she was pregnant.

I remember running out crying and then telling Zach goodbye. Oh my gosh I tired killing myself.Tears poured down my face.

How could I do that to myself? I'm better than that and my mom wouldn't have wanted this.

I pushed a button and then a nurse came in."I remember everything."I said and then the nurse smiled and said "I will go get the doctor and he will be in shortly."The nurse said and smiled.

It was a guy nurse and he was pretty good looking. "Can you do me a favor?"I asked him. He nodded and asked what the favor was.

I told him I didn't want to see Nick and that only Zach was allowed in my room.The nurse laughed a little but then agreed.I thanked him and he left the room.

I looked at my arm and I still had so many IV's in. I heard someone walk in but I was to scared to see who it was.

I finally turned around and it was Nick. His eyes were really puffy like he had been crying a lot.

"I'm so sorry."He said. I didn't say anything I just rolled my eyes which I regretted since it made my head hurt worse.

"I love you. And I want to still be -.

"Cut the crap Nick. I'm so done with you.I hate you so much. We are never going to be together.Don't you get that?"I spat at him and he looked shocked at what I just said.

I was kind of shocked to but he deserved it. He was still standing there."Get out!"I yelled which hurt my body.

The hot nurse guy came in and told Nick I wasn't taking visitors at this time. Nick finally left and then the doctor came in.

"I knew you would recover. Now when you are feeling like it you may leave whenever you feel like it. You do have a broken leg and some scrapes and bruises but you should heal just fine."The doctor said taking off my neck brace.

"Your vitals are perfect and back to normal so we can take out the IV's. I'm going to give you some pain medicine and you take 2 pills every 6 hours."He said writing me a prescription.

I thanked him and he shook my hand and then unconnected me from all the IV's.

My grandma and grandpa rushed in the room."Thank god you are okay."They said hugging me. I winced in pain and they backed away.

"I'm sorry. I promise I'm okay now."I said reassuring that they won't lose me."We found you a counselor to see once a week."My grandma said. I nodded and then my grandpa asked "Are you ready to go?"

"Yes."I replied and my grandma brought me a chance of clothes so I went into the bathroom with my crutches they gave me and changed into a white flowery shirt and some High waisted jean shorts.

I put my hair in a bun since it was such a mess and then made my way back out into the room where my grandma and grandpa were waiting.

"I'm ready."I said and then we started walking out into the hall. Crutches were so uncomfortable.

We passed the waiting room and I saw Nick and Zach. Zach ran up to me and hugged me.

"I promise I'll be okay. I just need to be alone for awhile but I promise I will FaceTime you soon."I said. "Take care of yourself."Zach said giving me another hug.

"You too.Love ya and be good."I said messing up his hair. He smiled and said goodbye.

We walked out of the hospital and I looked back at Nick and he was staring at me. I quickly turned my head.

This was for the best. We just weren't meant to be.

A/N
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