11:11

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11:11

Make a wish

I wished for a chance

To get better

To feel alright

To be alive again

11:12

The pain is real

Sad is what I feel

I know it won't happen

11:13

It's just a dream

It can't be real

I want to stop feeling the way I feel

11:14

Let's start again

Like nothing happened

Like nothing's a big deal

11:15

Do you not hear me scream

I'm dying inside

I lie when I say I'm fine

11:16

I'm fighting between

Giving up and giving in

I don't know which side will win

11:17

My razors unclean

Why did I start again

I don't know if I can be fixed

11:18

This is all routine

It's a cycle of never ending sadness

A spiral stair case of darkness

A supposed light  that can't be seen

11:19

My life feels bumpy

There's no way out

But I just keep going

I take a breath in

I don't want to let it out

11:20

I'm filled with

Rage and sadness

I should have known that

I was nothing

I never will be

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Hey everyone!!!!!!
This book is almost over :(

I'll miss writing on here. I'm officially starting another poem book but, I won't be updating as frequently as I do this one.

Song recommendation: Airplanes by Bob featuring Hayley Williams

There's someone out there who loves you

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