Empty, Lonely, Numb

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Do you ever just feel

Lonely,

Empty, or

Numb

Like you just

Don't belong

Like you're just

An empty shell

Not really laughing

Or smiling

Not really happy

Like a robot

That's programmed

To be you

Just full of wires and metal

With nothing actually there

Alive but not living

Feeling absolutely nothing

Even when you know

You should feel

Everything

It's like your on pain medication

But instead of helping with

Physical pain

It helps with emotional

But, wouldn't that hurt us

At the same time

I don't think is healthy to feel

Empty, lonely, and numb

But I do

And I continue to

Feel empty

And numb

And even like I don't belong

So to get feeling back

Maybe I should

Cut my arm

Feeling pain

Is better than feeling nothing

Right?

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Hey everyone!!! In all seriousness please don't cut, if you do feel lonely talk to a friend and remember that suicide doesn't end the pain it just passes it to someone else. If you want someone to talk to I'm always here so just talk to someone about it, please don't hurt yourselves.

Song recommendation: Give Me Novacaine By Green Day

There's someone out there who loves you

~Jess

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