I called you
Just to let you know
I'm not okay
It's just a show
I just texted
Just to let you know
You should stay away
Since the happiness I fake
Is slowly fading away
I'm talking to you
Just to let you know
That I'll be gone
Out of your life
By tomorrow
And I'll be gone
Forever
I'm screaming now
Just to let you know
I need help
I'm begging for it
But I guess I'm an actress
Since no one seems to see it
I'm crying now
Just to let you know
I've been strong for too long
Help me let go
I'm smiling now
But just to let you know
It's a fake
I practiced it this morning
It's painted on my face
I'm writing now
Just to let you know
How I feel
How much I fake
How horrible I am
Because really
You know nothing
About the monster inside me
I'm bleeding now
Just to let you know
I don't deserve to live
The monster inside of me
Is telling me so
I'm dying now
But before I go
Just to let you know
There was no saving me
The monster couldn't be stopped
It really wasn't
Anyone's fault
I wrote this for you
Just to let you know
The monster is still inside me
And it's starting to grow
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Hey everyone!!! Yep... The monster is slowly growing but I'm not gonna let get big like it used to be. I promise. I'll actually talk to people this time and take it out somewhere else other than myself.
Please don't harm yourselves, no matter how big your monster gets
Song recommendation: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
There's someone out there who loves you
-Jess
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