She

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You do this everyday

Like a song on repeat

She leaves her house

Perfectly fine

But she can't help the fear

That's bubbling inside

She gets on the bus

She talks to friends

The bus ride is

Getting ready to come to an end

She can't help the nervousness

That she feels again

Did she look okay?

Did her hair look fine?

These are the questions

That run through her mind

She sits with her other friends

She fakes a smile

Forces a laugh

She fakes her happiness

Because of them

Knowing that they

Are only being her fake friends

Before she gets there

Before school starts

Before she's off the bus

They tear her apart

With words and mockery

Then they act like her friend

When she walks in

When she turns her back

They rip her apart again

Little do they know

That she hears their words

She knows what they think

She knows what they say

She doesn't want to care

But she does

She knows that there just fake friends

But it would be nice to have a real one

She has some real friends

But only a few

But that's okay with her

She's happy with them

Even though it's only

Three true friends

Two boys one girl

That's all she needs

She will stand up for herself

And her true friends will stand with her

But first she needs

To gain the upper hand

She will show them one day

How strong she is and

How wrong they were

When they called her weak

But now she waits

And let's them play their games

Because she knows in the end

Everything will be okay

At least that's what her true

Best friends always say

She will be okay

She will prove them wrong

She can do this.

She can survive this world

She will have the life

That she wants to lead

In the end.

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Hey everyone!!! This is dedicated to one of my best friends. She sadly doesn't have an account on here so... Sorry? I can dedicate something to you but I need to hear your story. I'm here to listen and I honestly only do this to help people! I'm always here to listen so talk to me!

There's someone out there who loves you

-Jess

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