You do this everyday
Like a song on repeat
She leaves her house
Perfectly fine
But she can't help the fear
That's bubbling inside
She gets on the bus
She talks to friends
The bus ride is
Getting ready to come to an end
She can't help the nervousness
That she feels again
Did she look okay?
Did her hair look fine?
These are the questions
That run through her mind
She sits with her other friends
She fakes a smile
Forces a laugh
She fakes her happiness
Because of them
Knowing that they
Are only being her fake friends
Before she gets there
Before school starts
Before she's off the bus
They tear her apart
With words and mockery
Then they act like her friend
When she walks in
When she turns her back
They rip her apart again
Little do they know
That she hears their words
She knows what they think
She knows what they say
She doesn't want to care
But she does
She knows that there just fake friends
But it would be nice to have a real one
She has some real friends
But only a few
But that's okay with her
She's happy with them
Even though it's only
Three true friends
Two boys one girl
That's all she needs
She will stand up for herself
And her true friends will stand with her
But first she needs
To gain the upper hand
She will show them one day
How strong she is and
How wrong they were
When they called her weak
But now she waits
And let's them play their games
Because she knows in the end
Everything will be okay
At least that's what her true
Best friends always say
She will be okay
She will prove them wrong
She can do this.
She can survive this world
She will have the life
That she wants to lead
In the end.
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Hey everyone!!! This is dedicated to one of my best friends. She sadly doesn't have an account on here so... Sorry? I can dedicate something to you but I need to hear your story. I'm here to listen and I honestly only do this to help people! I'm always here to listen so talk to me!
There's someone out there who loves you
-Jess
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