Pens, pencils and poems

I don't know

I'm tired of this.

I don't know anymore.

You run through my head,

A million times a day.

I'm not right for you,

I would move too slow.

You move too fast,

That I do know.

So why won't this stop.

My crazy day dreaming keeps going on.

Oh lord, what have you done to me?

I'm going crazy.

My hearts beating.

A thousand times a second.

It keeps skipping beats.

And it's getting harder to breathe.

I know you don't know this.

You never will know.

You won't know because I won't tell.

I won't tell anyone how I feel.

Not ever again.

I won't because I know.

I know how you feel.

I'm your best friend.

You'll never see anything more.

My beating heart and breathless

breathing.

You know what I'm feeling.

You feel it for her.

I know you do.

I also know she feels the same about

you.

That's why I did it.

I broke my own heart in two.

All for you.

She's right for you.

I know that's the truth.

I don't know why though.

Why I still fell like this.

I'm so confused.

One minute almost I hate you,

Next you're all I can think about.

I need to stop this.

All it does is worsen the pain.

But then something happens,

And just like that,

It starts all over again.