Saved -{ FRERARD }- **SEQUEL to ABANDONED**

14

*Frank's P.O.V.*

Gerard and I did end up getting my stuff and bring it to his house. We spent most of the day cuddling until he had to get ready for his interview.

"Alright you," He sat on his heels in front of me as I was laying on the couch. "I have to go soon. I want you to stay here. If anyone knocks, don't answer it unless it's Mom or Mikey. I made you a couple sandwiches if you get hungry. Okay?"

"You're not gonna be gone that long, are you?"

"I don't know, but just in case I am. You can watch TV, or watch a movie. Just don't leave the house, okay?"

"Okay."

"Alright, I have to go." He pulled me in, kissing and hugging me. "I love you."

"I love you too. Good luck!"

He smiled, blew me a kiss, then left.

I watched him get in his car and drive away.

I really hope he won't be gone for too long. I wanted to be with him. I wanted to cuddle up with him.

I decided to watch a movie. I picked one at random and put it in. I wasn't really watching it, though. If anything I was more just staring at the screen.

To be honest, without Gerard around, I felt numb. He's right though, I haven't really smiled much after Sweet Pea's death. It was like I was stuck inside this dark tunnel, like I couldn't move. And being alone only made it worse. Sometimes when I'm thinking, it feels like I can't breathe. Sometimes I starting gasping for air, almost like someone's choking me.

I still wasn't feeling well. Whatever happened to me yesterday lingered over to today as well. My head started to hurt. I grabbed the blanket laying at the top of the couch and snuggled underneath it, hiding my face into the couch.

***

I felt something poking my leg. When did I even fall asleep?

"Frankie?"

I moaned in response.

"You okay?"

"My head hurts.." I mumbled.

"Let me get you some medicine."

"Gee?"

"Yes, love?"

"I- I want to cuddle with you..."

"After you take some medicine." He left the room. "Frankie, do you think you can swallow a pill?" He said from the kitchen.

"Maybe... I don't know..."

He came back in the room with the pill and a glass of water.

I put the pill in my mouth. Gerard leaned my head back, pouring some water in my mouth.

"Now, swallow it." He said.

But I couldn't, no matter how hard I tried to. And because it was a some what big pill, I nearly choked on it. I leaned over the side of the couch almost spitting it out, until Gerard tilted my head back again, adding some more water then he put his hand over my mouth.

"Don't spit it out, you need to swallow it."

My eyes were begging him to remove his hand but he refused until the pill had gone down.

"That wasn't so bad." He kissed my head.

I pulled him down so he was laying on top of me.

"Did you miss me?" He chuckled.

I nodded, running my hands up his shoulders and down to his chest. He came down giving me a kiss.

"I should thank you for telling me to put in an application for the coffee shop." He smirked.

"I was just helping. Why?"

"'Cause I got the job!"

"Gee!" I shot up, hugging him, "That's amazing!"

"But it was because of you that I got the job." He kissed my cheek, "Thank you, Frank."