Shawn Mendes Imagines

Heartbreak of reality

I sit at the table, picking at my food. Mumbling songs and staring off into space. The house was cold, or was it me.

I haven't felt warm for over 6 months. I push my food away and walk over to the couch. I flick through channels and stop on an interview. The interviewer beings talking and announces who the guest is. It's was Shawn.

"Shawn Mendes, everyone!!!" He announces loudly.

"Hi!" He says back smiling, the smile he smiles at me.

"So, Shawn, let's get right down to business. How are things we Y/N?". He asks leaning in. I lean in to, wanting to hear what he says.

"Everything's great. She's happy. I'm happy. You know, we love each other so much. We see each other all the time, it's just the best." He says. My heart just broke.

"Really?" The interviewer says.

"No... It's not. That's what you want to hear. To hear everything's okay. But, it's not. I haven't seen her since the tour. We haven't spoken. I miss her laugh, her voice, her love. I miss her so much. And I'm scared I'm losing her. I know she's hurting, breaking, day by day. Yet, I'm not there to help her. And one, day, she won't be there for me to help her. I don't want to lose the love of my life. But it might be too late.....I can't even member the last time I said I love you." He said, tearing up, just like me.

"Is she watching?" He asks.

"That's just it, I don't know anymore. She might not even think of me anymore." He says covering his face.

"I'm here, I'm right here...." I whisper, crying even more. Shawn walks up and leaves. I turn the television off and crawl into a ball, resting my head. Letting tears soak the couch as I lay there in tears.

I feel warmth. I feel safe. I feel love, again. I open my sore eyes to be met with red, puffy eyes.

"Shawn?" I whisper, sitting up.

"It's me, babe." He says, stroking my cheek. I burst out crying and sink into his arms. I hear him cry too, clutching me tighter.

"Don't ever leave me again." I whisper into his chest.

"Never, absolutely never." He says kissing me.

"I don't want another heartbreak." I say pulling away.

"I know. I hurt you real bad, didn't I?" He said looking away.

"Yes Shawn, you did. But I know you, I know you didn't mean to." I say turning his head to look at me. I keep my hands on his cheeks and kiss him.

"I love you Shawn." I say.

"I love you too." He mumbles on my lips.

"Don't ever forget that." He says.
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A/N, This one is by far my favourite. I hope you can relate. I love this so much. I wanted to make it real enough. Anyway comment what you think. 💕