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Just got home after getting my nails done and now I'm going to crack down and get this part done, hopefully by 7:30pm, currently 6pm. I have my drink and my fan on because it's 40° Celcius right now. But, I should be good.
Edit: 7:43pm, not bad and that's with editing but I probably still missed something. I always do. Anyway...
Enjoy! Thankfully it's not as long as the previous one. Part four coming soon xx
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Sitting on the couch next to Shawn, I come to terms with my thumping heart, the sick feeling settling in the pit of my stomach and the shake in my hands. It was finally time to address the rumours and my body was going into a break down.
"Shawn, I don't know if I can do this." I face him, my eyes stinging with tears as I attempt to keep a steady breath. Shawn discards his phone for the moment and turns to face me, his face sunken with worry.
"Hey, it's alright." For a second, it was as though he would reach out and hold me, but he doesn't and my heart aches. "I'm right here, right next to you. Remember, I can do this on my own and you can just listen." I think about his offer but knew that it would be best for me to join him so we had both sides of the story.
"No, I'll," I inhale deeply. "I'll sit with you." He gives me a reasurring smile that does help just a little. "Okay." Shawn picks up his phone and I watch him open Instagram. He takes in a deep breath and starts a livestream. It begins and he positions it against a small potted plant.
Instantly, I look to the views that keep jumping a few thousand each passing second. The comments flood in with people questioning last night and with some simply saying how much they love Shawn. More comments come in about me sitting next to Shawn and want it could be. Due to that, comments about our relationship surface.
"Hey guys." Shawn smiles widely. "I hope you're all doing well." I watch Shawn, noticing his wide smile and the glint of pure happiness nestled in his eyes. Before him were his people. His supporters. His well, his Mendes Army. No matter what has occured over these few hours, he still loved every single one of them more than life itself and you could see that on his face.
