Home Wrecker {A.F.I}

Chapter 25

Ashton

"and most importantly, my best friend and love of my life..." She choked off, I knew I wouldn't be able to hold in the tears either. Her words broke my heart, just as much as they would be breaking her's saying them, "Ashton Irwin, you've always supported me in what I do, thank you for believing in me, Rockstar, I'll never forget you," the crowd awed and clapped at what I. I didn't know if she could see me in the background, I was smiling, she's right I was indeed proud of her, she's come so far, "this is a new one of mine, I wrote it last weekend," she said and she began to play

She doesn't love you like I do
She doesn't have my name
However she tries to act like it
She'll never be the same

But she's new and she's beautiful
You've never been in a fight
Yeah it's awfully perfect now
But you just know deep inside

She's not me
She's not me
She's not me
Baby
She's not me

Does she make you feel wanted like I did
Make you feel like you're the one thing that matters
You let her head rest on your chest
But when you close your eyes

You'll be seeing my face again
I'll be crossing your mind
You'll be dreaming on places we went
And then you'll wake up to find

That she's not me
She's not me
She's not me
Remember
That she's not me
Mmmmhhh-uuuuh-yeeaah
She's not me
She's not me

Said I wonder now
Yeah I wonder how you've been
Are you happy?

Is she still the one?
Are U having fun?
Is it for real?
Baby...

Cause I'll be waiting here
Another week, or month or year
If you're lonely

God I wish I knew everything
About the two of you
Won't you tell me

Does she have any humor?
Does she laugh at your jokes?
Can she look past the rumors?
Does she know how it goes?

Or is it none of my business?

Do you go to the movies?
Do you make out in the park?
Do you stay up for hours?
And just talk and talk?

Or is it none of my business?

Does she know bout the bracelets?
There were two of a kind
Did you save did you save it?
Like I did mine

Or is it none of my business?

Would it make any difference
If I got you alone?
If I called would you listen?
Would you hang up the phone?

Or is it none of my business?

None of my business
Is it none of my business?
None of my business
Is it none of my business?

She's not me - and she'll never be, never be, never be
She's not me - and she'll never be, never be, never be
She's not me - and she'll never be, never be, never be

The song broke my heart. I couldn't believe that I made her feel this way. I knew I was making the right decision for both of us. We couldn't be together. I'd only hurt her again. And if it happened again, I know the outcome would only be worse than the last time. That's why I was doing it. It broke my heart, leaving her. Knowing that we were both still so in love with each other. I knew I'd never get over her. And I knew it would more than likely be the same for her.