Everlasting Love

everlasting love [8]

{{Just wanted to let you know I made some changes in the previous chapter...I just jumped a little bit farther into time because I thought they had to be just a little bit older and it kind of helps me push the story a little bit further along! I only changed the time and added another little paragraph in the beginning!}}

*Samantha's POV*

It was 5 o'clock on Friday and JJ would be over soon. I had just gotten out of the shower after finishing up my workout in the gym downstairs and looking at myself in my full length mirror. I was swimming in a comfy white bathrobe while my long blonde locks were wrapped up in the towel on the top of my head. I was so anxious for JJ to come over tonight, it was like the beginning all over again. Every time I look at JJ I get butterflies though, but tonight those butterflies were causing a wind tunnel in the pit of my stomach. I stared at myself in the mirror, memorizing every part of my body. I was a lot more mature than most other 16 year old girls, mentally and physically. When I looked into the mirror my large blue eyes stared back at me, was I ready to take this step with JJ? Yes, absolutely. Even though a lot of people think were young and it's something that's only temporary, I knew he was the one for me. I feel as though he was put here on this earth for me to be with, I just so happened to find him before we could ever talk. My confidence in myself was something I lacked for many years, I think being on stage all of the time and having people cretic you didn't help with that. I was always looking at other girls and admiring them and the way they look, always thinking they looked better than me. JJ could always tell when I was doing that and lean over and tell me how I needed to get out of my own head and that I was the most beautiful girl in the whole world. I knew he was bias, but it did still felt good to hear him say that.

I knew I couldn't try to hard and keep it simple tonight, it was just JJ and I hanging out on the couch and eating pizza. So I decided on wearing some of my tight black leggings and an oversized purple sweater that hung over my shoulder, exposing the strap of the delicate, pink, lacy bra I was wearing underneath. Of course, I opted to wear the matching panty set with them. Just as a precaution of course. I was just finishing putting my hair into a side braid that laid over my shoulder when the doorbell rang, I knew that had to be JJ. So, I ran down the stairs and swung open the door. There he was, he must've showered right before he got here because when that door opened, the smell of his manly soap hit me and my knees just about dropped to the floor. He always smelt so good, but something about tonight, I was extra sensitive when it came to his smell. He was holding a box of pizza and a bouquet of wild flowers in the other. "Wow, you really know a way to a girl's heart, pizza and flowers!" I said to him as I stepped to the side and let him in the door. When he walked in, he stopped in front of me to quickly peck my lips. "Only the best for my baby. You look amazingly beautiful tonight." I blushed at his sweet compliment and led him into the large kitchen in the back of the house. An hour later we were both cuddled up on the couch, stomachs full of pizza and watching the movie P.S. I love You together. I insisted we could watch something we both would enjoy, but he told me anything that made me happy, he would be more than happy to watch with me.

We were about halfway through the movie when he began to run his fingers through my hair and massage the top of my head. I closed my eyes, moaned and leaned my head back into his chest. "That feels so good J." I said to him. Next thing I knew his lips were traveling from the top of my head, down to the side of my neck and kissing my earlobes. It was official, I was not paying any attention to the movie whatsoever in the background. I flipped over so I was straddling over his lap and put my hands on either side of his face so I could kiss him better while he placed his big hands on my waist. "Samantha," he whispered in between kisses, "are you sure you want to do this?" I nodded my head quickly and answered him. "Yes, there's no one else I would want to do this with and be together with. I've wanted you for so long. I just want to feel you touch me." He leaned his head back against the couch and let out what sounded like an aggravated sigh. "What? What's wrong?" I asked him, placing my hands on top of his chest. He leaned forward and placed his forehead against my own and grabbed my face. "I wanted to figure out a special way to say this to you, but I love you and I've wanted to say that to you for as long as I can remember." I smiled down at him and kissed his cheek. "I love you too, I don't need anything special or fancy for you to tell me that you love me! For those words to just come out of your mouth is special enough to me." JJ abruptly got up and picked me up with him. I threw my head back laughing and wrapped my legs around his waist. "Where are we going?" I finally managed to shriek out to him. "I'm gonna show you just how much I love you, I just didn't want to do that out here on the couch so were going up to your room."