Everlasting Love

everlasting love [14]

**SAMANTHA'S POV**

JJ is convinced that I only said I would go to this party with him because I didn't want him to 'miss out' on any of his regular college activities, but the truth is I do really want to experience what it's like.

"Come on J, I told you- I'm surrounded by adults every day and every party I go to is an after party for a show and it's filled with critics and old smelly men!"

He broke out into a laughing fit and rolled onto his back on the bed. "I'm glad you find amusement in my misery Justin James!" I said while smacking him on his chest.

"Come on- I'll give you the best college experience around...starting with the shitty cafeteria food." He said while grabbing my by the hand and leading me out of his dorm room.

We walked in and it was definitely the dinner crowd- pretty much all of the tables were full but JJ was leading me to one of the biggest tables in the corner where it seemed that all of the football players were sitting and eating their 2-3 plates of food.

"HEYYY WATT!" they all yelled in unison. "And who is this pretty little thing on your arm?" one of the older guys walked up and seemed to eye me up and down as if the whole football team shares their girls. Gross, like I've said before- they're all pigs. JJ seemed to grab on to me a little bit tighter.

"This is my girlfriend Samantha. She's here from New York to visit. Samantha, this is the team's captain- Spencer. Anyways, let's go get you something to eat." he said while leading me towards all of the food. I could feel Spencer burning holes in my ass with his eyes and wrapped onto my boyfriend. "He's a creep. No good stories are ever told about him here on campus." he told me.

"I could take a guess on that one."

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I walked out of the little bathroom JJ had in his dorm all dressed up for this party. I didn't want to be overdressed- I just wanted to fit in. "Well..." I said to him while looking down and taking in my outfit. I was wearing high waisted turquoise skirt with a black lacey bralette along with black heel booties. JJ whistled low and took a step back while putting his hands over his heart.

"My God- my girl is stunning." he said while slowly walking over to me and placing his hands on my waist then kissing my neck, making me moan. "Can't we just skip this party and have our own party here?" JJ whispered to me.

"As tempting as that is- we already promised your roommate would go and I think he would be super bummed if we skipped. Maybe we could go for a little bit and then come back, okay?"

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The music was loud and there were students everywhere. I followed close behind JJ and watch as every greeted him when we walked in, he was definitely popular on campus since he has proved to be a good football player pretty early on in the season. A couple of times he would let go of my hand and I would panic and try to stand as close as I could to him to keep from getting swept up in the crowd. After one of his teammates greeted him, JJ had a can of beer in his hand and was taking a big gulp of it. To me, this was strange...I didn't know who this person was because he wasn't like this before. I know he wouldn't drink at a couple of the high school parties since he said it would effect his game and would totally mess with his training.

"Beer, don't you have a game tomorrow J?" I asked.

"Yeah, but it's just one. I've been stressed lately and it helps cut the edge a bit." he replied.

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About an hour later, JJ had about 4 beers which definitely doesn't effect a man his size but he was feeling good at this point. I can tell if that he is different now because when we first got here, he wouldn't let me go, but now I was watching him from half way across the room- talking to some friends. He would look over at me to make sure I was okay- but I felt disconnect, like I didn't belong. As if we were in two totally different worlds now. I looked around and saw a couple making out pinned up against the grungy basement wall, students so intoxicated they couldn't walk straight and just all together not the atmosphere I belong in. This was not fun anymore- not when
JJ was having a great time with all of his teammates without me.