Alexandra woke up first and looked around Aubrey's humongous room. She laid on his chest and listened to his resting heartbeat. She breathed slowly as she felt content still in his arms. As safe and content Alexandra felt she was still repulsed at the fact that she knew all she needed to about Aubrey (little to his knowledge or him really caring) but he didn't her, but they always fell back into the same place. His room or many rooms having sex. There was no true progression going on because there was always make up sex to a miscommunication or Alex wanting to call the whole thing off. Alexandra slowly got up and took a shower & got dressed and found her way to Aubrey's grotto and laid out. After about 40 minutes of listening to music and laying in her shades, a shadow came over her.
Aubrey: Morning beautiful.
Alexandra took her earbuds out with a smile.
Alexandra: Hey sexy.
Aubrey took his shirt off and sat beside her.
Aubrey: I spend more down time in here with you than I have a in any other place ever. It's like time stands still with you.
Alexandra blushed.
Alex: That's a good thing, right?
Aubrey: Well...only if something happens.
Alexandra: What?
Aubrey: You just be mine.
Aubrey moved closer to Alexandra. And inched closer and closer and closer until he was close enough that Alex could feel his every breath.
Aubrey: Can you just be all mine?
Alexandra: Ye-
Aubrey grabbed Alexandra's face and kissed her. His lips and her lips together ignited the hugest spark no one else could possibly imagine.
Alexandra stopped him.
Alexandra: Can we go inside?
[Two Hours Later]
Alexis had lit candles all over Aubrey's room. Aubrey stepped in in amazement.
Aubrey: You know, I've spent more time in this room with you. You're amazing. I see so much going for you. Going for us.
Aubrey took a step closer
Aubrey: I can only give you that and give us that if I know where we're going and you let me give that to you.
Aubrey placed his hand behind her ear.
Aubrey: Tell me that you can give me your all with no hesitation. With no secrets. No lies. I need you. I want you.
Alexandra looked into Aubrey's eyes. So many things were running through her head: Does she tell him about her ex? Does she tell him about the guy stalking her? Will he care about her being a fan? What will her friends think? What will his friends think?
Alexandra: ...I have to go home.
Aubrey's face dropped. It was obvious his pride was crushed a little but he straightened his face and dropped his hands.
He spoke with a harsher tone.
Aubrey: Yeah. Maybe you should go.
Alexandra got dressed and got her things at left.
When she got home, Nicole was on her couch reading Drake's most recent GQ magazine for the thousandth time. Alexandra threw her bags and keys down in tears. Nicole saw her and got up.
Nicole: What's wrong?
Alexandra: I think I broke up with Drake.
Prior to Alexandra's knowledge, Nicole was drinking a soda and she spit most of it in her face. She screamed and backed up still in tears.
Alexandra: I deserved that. I think I need to explain some things.
Alexandra sat at the bar and wiped her face.
[Back in the studio]
Tay: So you're completely in love with this girl and she's breaking your heart.
Aubrey played around with the hookah pipe. Tay paused.
Tay: Have you heard ANY of the music you've been putting out for the past 4 years?
Aubrey inhaled. Then stopped, rubbed his face and leaned back in the chair. There was dead silence in the room.
Aubrey: I don't care! I have heard it. But this seems like something I don't wanna pass up. You know, I keep chasing this girl and for a moment...it works. You know? Then she just pulls away. I hate that shit.
He let out an angry yell.
[Back @ Alexandra's Condo]
Nicole: So you've been screwing Drake...for 2 months.
Nicole and Alexandra sat at her bar.
Alexandra: Yeah. It all started with me rejecting him and then he showed me his car and he taught me how to play pool and we had sex.
Nicole: Wait. WHAT?! Please tell me you had sex on his pool table. I HAVE TO TWEET ABOUT THIS.
Alexandra: No! No! I can't. No one can know about this. About us. I don't even know if there is an us anymore and I don't need some huge fan riot to happen when I'm trying to figure this out.
Nicole took a few minutes to process everything.
Nicole: Ok as much as I wanna strangle you for sleeping with my husband, I honestly think y'all are meant for each other. To be honest, I thought you were pregnant or on drugs.
Alexandra gave her a dirty look through her bleeding mascara.
Nicole: Bottom line is, something has consumed you. And it's your love for him. You need to go get him.
Alexandra took a minute to think as Nicole gathered her stuff to leave.
[In her thoughts]
Maybe my past won't yield me from being with him. Maybe I can have a life with him. Maybe I can finally be happy with someone. Maybe love won't hurt this much.
Alexandra went to go change. She put on some ripped jeans, a Boy London crewneck and some black Chuck Taylor's. Alexandra pulled her hair back and touched up her makeup. In her car she thought about all of her insecurities and how it was time to let all of her guards down. She was done sending signals that said "we could go" then "we could wait". It wasn't fair to either one of them. All Alexandra could see next is a bright light shining and glass in her face.
While at a party, Halima walked up to Aubrey and yelled in his ear.
Halima: It's about Alexandra. A friend of mine, Kimberly told me she was in an accident. It's bad.
Aubrey's face showed know real expression but something to him, was shutting down. And the longer he didn't know what was happening the more and more he was losing his cool.
