Aubrey was standing next to Alexandra's comatose body with his hands in his pockets. He could only stay a while because he had a video shoot to go to.
Aubrey: I'm not saying I need you because I'm not the one that's lying here. I will say that me treating you the way that I did, ruined you. I feel like I should've left you alone at that bar. I dunno. I'm drunk. (Exhaling heavily) And I miss you.
He leaned down and kissed Alexandra on the lips and walked out.
Aubrey wanted more than anything for Alexandra to be able to grab him and kiss him back. It was becoming so much more clear how much he needed her. Her silence made a room loud. Her smile made a frown amusing. Being so close to losing her made her so much more valuable. She needed to wake up. Her mother wanted to see her little girl get married. People wanted to see her guest star on more TV shows. Magazines wanted her cover story on her ordeal in a New York hotel room. TMZ wanted to do more stories on what seemed to be a innocent but now troubled starlet. Alexandra needed to wake up.
[If Things Were Different]
[Flashback]
Alexandra dressed in black with her hair in big spiral curls had been in a nightclub for most of the night. Some random guys made advances at her but she wasn't interested. She wasn't listening to anything or anyone. She didn't even know why she showed up. While "Started From The Bottom" played she took the last sip of her drink and walked out of the club. When she got home, she kicked off her heels and took off her leather jacket and walked straight to her room. There was a couple of bottles of prescription medications sitting on her vanity. She took a random drug with some water then texted AJ. She sat down at her vanity table and looked at herself in the mirror. She felt like she meant something to the world but the little self confidence she had got her where she was. She was clueless on how she was gonna keep herself that way.
Elsewhere, Aubrey was listening to some random video hoe talk about what bikini she was gonna wear to a video shoot. He listened to her but he was thinking about 7 other things better than her time. Better than her job. Better than her. And something that the whole world knew, he wanted to fall in love. But this...was going...horribly.
Aubrey: I can't believe I forgot I have to get up in like two hours for a soundcheck. I have to drive you home.
The girl's face dropped and said "ok" and Aubrey drove her home in his phantom.
When he got home and was his studio, sat and thought.
[Now]
Sade and Spirit stopped by for a few minutes to see Alexandra then left for a photoshoot they had to do for the GAP. Alexandra's mom also came to see her and stayed with her for about six hours and there was no change. The doctor revealed that she had multiple sedatives in her system and that it was an intentional overdose. She was really lucky to be alive. If she wasn't trying to kill herself. If she woke up she would be sent up to suicide watch.
Yahoo! News: Young model Alexandra Mitchell in the hospital but no word on her state of being yet.
TMZ: Reports of Alexandra Mitchell on life support.
Is She Alive trended on twitter for a while and in the mist of new merchandise, his album and his tour and everything else, he was still watching closely. He saw everything while everything was happening for him.
Aubrey came back one last time for the day. It was 4 AM. He had about 2 or 3 more hours to work before he desperately needed sleep. Chubbs stayed around in the area and Ryan and Noah stayed downstairs in the car. Aubrey tried talking to Alexandra for the last time.
Aubrey: I know that you wanted to wait to get married but...so much has happened to you. So much that doesn't need to happen to such an innocent girl. You know, sometimes when I know you're irritated...it's like your eyes dim. And you don't even know it. So I know when your pride has taken a shot, that light goes out. I don't want that light to go out for good.
[Flashback]
Aubrey and Alexandra were in a further back section of the private jet. Alexandra looked over at him and winked.
Aubrey: What?
Alexandra: I dunno. Toronto is like my home now. Your friends are like my family. It's just so-
Aubrey: Real?
[Now]
Aubrey: Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve you. I don't. I know I don't. That's not some dumb ass cliche from acting class or anything. I feel like me wanting the perfect love and then this happens to it is a sign that I've probably avoided love for too long and hurt too many people. Or maybe I let too many people hurt me which is why we can't stay on track. (Grabbing her hand) I just want you to wake up.
Alexandra's heart rate started to slow down then alarms stated sounding. A bunch of doctors rushed in talking about her coding and then a nurse pushed Aubrey out.
Nurse: Get far away from here as possible.
She knew who Aubrey was and had seen him talking to Alexandra and saw him kiss her. She knew that the ring on her finger was his and she was trying to keep their kept secret...kept. Aubrey went into an emergency stairwell and waited. He couldn't just sit and watch Alexandra basically die and then escape.
[Flashback]
Alexandra and Aubrey were riding around Yorkville in Aubrey's Bugatti.
Aubrey: Have you thought about the tour?
Alexandra: Going?
Aubrey: Yeah.
Alexandra: I think that I can do half of it.
Aubrey (Stopping and looking at Alexandra): Who's gonna be there to wish me good luck sex?
Alexandra: You get home any sooner and luck will be the least of your worries.
Alexandra smiled at Aubrey and he kissed her then sped past the green light.
[Now]
He went back to the room and stared out of the window and watched as the crowd of doctors worked to try and revive her. They used the defibrillator and kept shocking her. It wouldn't work the first 3 times and they tried again for the fourth and last time and they got something. Alexandra's eyes opened. They opened wide like she was frightened out of her mind. She had been dead for a minute that time. She was trying to figure out why all of these people were standing over her she was trying to regain every single thing that was her. You might as well compare it to being born again. That's exactly what it felt like. The doctors spoke to Alexandra and told her what time it was and what day it was and welcome back and she shook her head in a daze still. Alexandra was alive. Aubrey was alive.
