Me I hate me now one else I had done so much for people and no thanks I don't hate the person I helped but I hate me for helping but yet I don't I end up hating people I care for but right then and there I don't I hate that I do that I hate it that I don't learn from my mistakes I love but get hurt yet I dont learn so I keep loving and keep getting hurt I don't learn from that and sometimes I just want to stay in a dark whole a whole where I can no longer be in pain emo pain I don't mind physical pain cuz that get better but the way I feel after getting hurt does not compare to stab wounds nor bullet shots I hate it that I feel alone even if I have one that cares for me by mi side I hate life but I need to live I can't leave without doing what I was put here to do I just want to shutdown my emotion yea that would be nice
If you read this you know a little bit of the pain I went through just to be here to write this. Thank you for reading
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PoetryHere I write poems but I may make a new book as a continuation to this one but I don't know
