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lonely

What is wrong with me.
Why do i still want to try.
Why is my emotions a mess.
I can't deal with myself.
I feel a lone.
I can't stop thinking about you.
I hate this so much...
You probably stopped thinking about me.
I am probably just another random person in your life.
I keep thinking of you. Keep wanting to be held and known like you held and knew me.
I keep looking for a face to replace yours.
I am trying to move one.
But i can't...
So is this what it's like to be lonely?
Wanting to be with someone, but wanting to replace the spot they had in your heart?
I can't....
I am losing myself in these thoughts...
I am alone here.
I feel lonely...