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empty heart

I am waiting for you.
I'm waiting with this empty heart.
I used to express myself through art.
I wished and prayed for us to last.
Now i feel like the outcast.
We don't talk.
I started going on walks to keep you out my mind.
Now i wish you were there on those walks...
My heart is empty.
It can no longer be filled.
God has failed to answer me.
The more i pray the worse i feel.
Rose I'm sorry i am waiting for you.
But if you cone back i won't be the same.
I am lost....this is the last time you'll hear from the on you once loved.
Rose my heart can't take it no more.
I am trying not to selfharm.
I'm trying not to do things I'll regret....
I just need to fill this void some how.
The void where you once filled.
It's growing wider and i can't take it no more. I blame God for the lain getting me to this point. He has done nothing for me through these 6 months....

I love you.....