Im a be honest i was happy...
Im trying to be happy again....
But i can't...
I tried to smile but it hurt...
No im not mad.
Just hurt.
Could you tell?
It pained me...
It's not the same anymore...
I doesn't feel the same at all....
I feel as i was left behind and lied to....the time i spent i start to feel as it was worth nothing....
How do i feel anymore....
how do i smile without wanting to break down in tears....
how can i be happy again....
Who knows...
Maybe i won't...
Great.
Happy new years.
Happy 2018....
To me it doesn't feel happy its just feels like another new year...
And soon I'll feek forgotten.....
This has happened before to me....
I was left behind and forgotten...
Will it happen again....
I'll just have to bare the pain and find out.....
YOU ARE READING
Read If You Want To
ПоэзияHere I write poems but I may make a new book as a continuation to this one but I don't know
