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blocked

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by _jose_mendoza

by _jose_mendoza

                                    
                                              Blocked.
I am blocked.
I thought I couldn't live without hearing from you.
Now since I'm blocked.
I don't hear from you.
Now since I'm blocked I don't care about you.
I don't want to sound rude.
But I never said to block me.
I never said to ignore me.
I never wanted any of this.
All of this pain I have I never wanted it.
I had enough of this pain controlling me.
I had hatred build up in me.
I am taking back my life from this pain being blocked brought me.
Thanks for this pain. 
For I had enough of it all.
I do want to die but I won't let the pain be the reason why.
I hate myself but I won't let the pain be why I hate myself.
This is what being blocked brought me.
                          Author's note:

                          The word Blocked in this stands for two things one is actually being blocked and being dumped is the other