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smile

If you had watch heavens lost property then you'll understand the picture goes with the title.

The title Is smile because I don't remember the last time a real smile came from me except the time I smiled back to the girl I love. Before I was certain that she loves me she told me herself but now I'm not so sure if she does.

But either way I will love her but I would just hope that I get fixed before I try to fix myself I tried before I did fix myself but after a little bit I broke.

I really done know what to do. I can't smile with out a real purpose but when she smiles at me I smile buck because that my way to show her that I care about her.

But right now I need my emotions back I still have love but its slowly fading away. I just hope that what happens tomorrow will make my emotions come back.

I just had enough with life but I will keep on living to find a purpose to smile every day.

Till then thanks for reading.

P.S I might make a new book but it'll be the same as this a book where I write my feelings and what I see wrong with the world that needs to be fixed.