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lost of my past

i lost the two people of my past.

the Girls i loved the most.

the deep passionate love to a gentle beautiful Rose.

the support beam of my life.

a year ago was the girl i wanted to grow old with left.

and just recently.

my best friend left. 

i was told i did nothing, but bring her down and hold her back. 

i felt so loved when she told me those words as her goodbye.

the two people who i wish i still had in my life now ignore me.

the past has made me get lost in my own emotions.

i still am dealing with the pain from a year ago.

life has a strange way to make me grow and leave the past behind.

thanks to all who have stayed to this part. 

i'll write small peoms/vents i'll keep all of you guys updated with that.