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whats stoping me

I honestly what to know what's stopping me from
doing stuff
Like I mean their was time I wanted to cut myself but I wasn't able to do it for some reason I wanted to do a lot that as to do with harming myself but something always stopped me and well I what to know what that was but it doesn't matter anymore all I want to know is what is stopping me from asking the girl I love out I just can't for some reason I can't even ask her out in text something is stopping me from doing that and that I do what to know why but I doesn't matter to me because I know I will end up asking her out. Thanks for reading