I hate my demons they are the one who end up holding my mouth shut when I went to say something important to someone. They had gotten stronger and now I can't even say it though a text but they had and are allowing me to write this. They had played with my emotions and I want to take control of them once more they used to control every basic emotions examples are hatred, sadness,anger, and love and well now the only emotions I have control over right now is hatred and love. No matter if I'm with my best friends I always feel sad due to my demons controlling it. I just want them out so I can be in peace to love the girl I love. With the demons controlling most of my emotions I can't be in peace I can't hate I can't be happy and when I am I'm normally with the girl I love I just want them out so I can love her with out worries with out fear to love her in peace calmed and relaxed I love her and well I want her to be happy so I can be happy but not until the demons leave me I won't be in peace I need them out I want them out I want to Love her in peace. I love her and would do anything to keep her happy because her smile makes me smile it makes me happy. And if she's reading this I meant everything I said her and for everybody else thanks for reading.
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PoesiaHere I write poems but I may make a new book as a continuation to this one but I don't know
