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remember me?

Hey do you remember me?
I made you smile and put you before everything and everyone.
Remember when I first called you
During a summer program?
You called when you said you needed to use the bathroom, but instead were in the bathroom on the phone with me or at a staircase will with the phone on your ear.
Remember when I made you smile when you thought it was the end of the world?
Remember when I talked to you about God and gave you Bible verses to read for the day and to meditate in them?
Remember when we texted before school as well sometimes called before it started.
Do you remember any of this?
Remember when we had our first argument and made up falling deeper in love with each other.
Remember when we were on a call for hours?
If you remember none of these I don't blame you.
I would want to forget these too if I was with someone else.
I'd want to forget about it all.
I want to forget I ever existence.
I wish I wasn't here.
I want to forget my entire life.
So do you remember me?
Would you remember me if I was gone?
I hope you do and wish so too, but if you don't.
I wouldn't blame you. I wouldn't want to remember myself either.
I wouldn't want to remember me
So I ask before I forget myself do you remember me?