Y/n POV
"SHUT THE FUCK UP I WAS DRUNK Y/n" "THATS EXACTLY IT YOU WERE DRUNK YOU SHOULD OF BEEN MORE CARFUL!" i hollered back at him. "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAFT TO SAY SORRY" (a/n is it to late now to say sorry.😂 sorry continued) tears were about to fall out but i held them in. " sorry isn't gonna fix it this time." I whispered. I ran out the door.
Run. Run. Run. Was all i could think. I didn't realize were i was going until i took a good look around. "The coffee shop" i whispered. This was the place were me and shawn met when he spilled coffee all over me. ( a/n that would be amazing if that happened to me i would praise the lord srry continue😂) i smiled as the thought of us young and with no problems. I walked in and ordered my usual. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the most beautiful sound in the world. Shawn's laugh. I turn around to see her. The girl that made my world come crashing down. The girl shawn cheated on me with. His eyes made contact with mine his smile instantly faded. I took my drink and purse and left. I couldn't stay there i couldn't cry, at least not there in public. All the sudden someone grabbed my arm. I turn around to see shawn. Standing there i looked in his eyes and saw nothing no sympathy no guilt. Nothing. Just coldness. "She is nothing we were just hanging out." He scoffed. "Wow i didn't know screwing her meant hanging out." I replied almost instantly letting out a small chuckle. "Why are you so clingy" he said. I could feel the tears welding in my eyes. I let on one slip then another before i knew it i was full on balling. As i looked in his eyes for the first time in weeks i could see it. Guilt and sadness also anger.
" i didn't mean that I'm so sorry i screwed everything up." Shawn said quietly. "Yea i know" I replied instantly. "I just miss the kid who love music,and me." I said trying to hold my tears in. "I miss that too." He said quietly. "Im gonna make it up to you!" He said breaking the silence between us. Before i knew it Shawn went up to her (girl he cheated on) "don't text or call me because we are through." I stood there amazed realizing that he did love me. "Thanks for making it up to me." I whispered. "Anything for you, but one question are we still together?" He asked. "As long as you want to be." I replied. A huge smile grew on his face. " of course!" He said.
A/n I just went through this months later and my writing back then was hella cringe worthy...I cry
