Days pass by and Shawn still hasn't come home yet.
Now I'm beginning to hate myself more not for the reason that I had before but for the fact that I stayed with him.
I decided that I'm done, I'm leaving tonight.
I packed my bags and I'm going to leave at 5:30 to get to the airport and head back home to New York. (A/N NY SQUAD WYA)
I'm taken out of my thoughts my the door unlocking.
There stood Shawn. The man who was once the love of my life, hell he might still be the love of my life.
"W-what are you doing ?" He said in almost a whisper.
"I can't do this any more Shawn." I start to cry. " You're never home. I can't help but feel you don't care about me anymore." I'm full on bawling by now.
"But what's leaving going to do, huh; just create more problems." He's screaming at me now.
"What created the problems in the first place was you caring about your music more than me."
"Lexi, I'm so sor-" I cut him off with me picking up my bags and slamming the door in his face.
