"Have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time."Song: Water Under The Bridge/ by Sara Farell (cover)
Her eyes widened but before she could respond I cupped her face and leaned again, before deciding to press my lips on hers for an eternity, I whispered.
"I love you Brownie. Always did."
Emily's POV:
I was lost.
As soon as the familiar lips connected with mine, I felt my sanity drain with the overwhelming feelings of stress, fear and longing. It was as if the last one month of depression, anxiety was suddenly erased from my body.
She was real, she was the one I wanted and she was here.
The kiss was a way of pouring our hearts out, crying out our pain on each other shoulders. Because when you live through the pain of love, sometimes words can not be enough amd I knew I didn't need any after a kiss like that.
It was not the kiss that made me feel the way I was, it was all the feelings and unspoken. And I felt her spoke with her heart, not by her lips.
I smiled through the kiss and felt tingly all over again. I knew I had done the right choice, I knew she was the right path and a path that I wpould never doubt again.
"Hey." She whispered again my lips, warm breath fanning over my face and my stomach feeling upside down. I could only open my eyes and stare the beauty in front of me. Her's was close as she tried to regain her breathing straight.
"Hi." I whispered back and couldn't help but to lean again for another kiss, even though this one only lasted for a few seconds.
"Easy tiger." She giggled and pulled away, giving us enough space to see each other. I don't think I could ever get over how beautiful she was.
"Can't help it..." I said truthfully and saw her throat move as she swallowed after my words. And I wanted nothing more to attack her with my kisses on her her neck, where I knew was her weak spot.
"And here I thought I was the one with all the flirtings." She joked and I smiled to those words. Of course in a way it was admitting that she indeed flirted with me all those times.
I didn't know what to feel about that. To think that she liked me all those years and all those occations... it was both heartbreaking and heartwhelming.
Yet I couldn't decide which one weighted more.
"Now that you are mine..." I whispered sensually and began to trace her neck with the tip of my nose, inhailing that sweet scent. As I did, I could feel her tense under me however, what I didn't expect was for her to gently push me away.
"Wait."
I frowned but obeyed to her wishes and pulled away. Did I do something wrong? Was she... was she not ready for this? Oh god, did I look like I was just trying to get in her pants? Damn it, stupid.
"Melanie I-"
"Wait." She said it again and closed her eyes for a few seconds as she inhailed loudly. I stayed in my position, afraid that I messed my only chance. Everything I did, I did it for her and now I ruined it.
After a while she opened her eyes again and met with my worried and confused ones.
"Did I do something wrong?" I asked with a tiny voice. She frowned but then let out a small, silent laugh which confused me more.
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Mornings at Duke's (GirlxGirl)
Random•2• She was now standing up, her face in visiable horror. She slowly touched her lips and frowned a little. I got up but Em took a few steps back like I was a fatal disease. I don't want to lie, it hurt, so much. But then I took a few steps more as...