His High School Wife (ON-GOING)

Chapter 23- [Kuya?!?!]

HANNA's POV

Nagulat ako kung saan ako dinala ni Daniel. Nandito kami ngayon sa lugar kung nasaan si 'Most important woman' nya.

Tumahimik lang ako. Alam ko kasing masakit pa rin para sa kanya. Kahit di nya sabihin sa akin, alam kong kailangan nya ng kaibigan ngayon. 

Masakit nga siguro kung di mo kasama yung isa sa mga pinaka-importanteng tao sa buhay mo. Kung di mo sya nakikita. Kung di nya nasasaksihan yung mga importanteng pangyayari sa buhay mo. Na alam mo kung paano nasayang yung mga oras na di mo sya nakasama. 

Kahit di ko pa talaga nararanasan ang mga napagdaanan ni Daniel sa buong buhay nya, alam kong matapang syang tao. Pero sadyang may mga pasakit talaga na di mo matatanggal sa sistema mo. Oo, mababawasan ang sakit. But it will not completely go away. It will definitely stay in your heart forever. Forever.

Ang tagal lang nyang walang imik. As if he's talking to her with his mind. I don't know what he's thinking about. But I know it's about her. About how he suffered his life without her. I would do anything I can para lang makausap sya ni Daniel. Pero wala na akong magagawa para sa kanya. Sadyang.... ganun talaga ang buhay. May mawawala. Kailangang may mawala. It's like a continuous cycle that's not gonna stop.

I heard him sigh. He knelt down on his knees and touched her. I heard him sob. It must've been really hard for him.

"Happy birthday po. It's been 10 years since he last time I saw you. Ang bilis ng panahon no? I miss you, cupcakes. Since you've been gone, I managed to stand with my own feet. Sinanay ko yung sarili ko na wala ka na." He sobbed again. 

"Kahit naman nandito si Dad, wala naman talaga syang pakialam sa akin eh. He's just busy with his flings. I hope you know how it hurts me. And I know that it hurts you too, seeing him with other girls. It should've been me who's with him. It's me who should be loved by him. Pero wala eh. Sana cupcakes, nandito ka pa." Then he cried out loud. I comforted him. I rubbed his back while he's still crying.

Iiyak mo lang yan, Daniel. Iiyak mo lang.

Minsan talaga, pag punong-puno na lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman mo, there is no other choice but to let it all out. There is no other way but to cry.