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I Love Him |Taehyung|

Length: 1051words
Warning: ANGST PLEASE TRY NOT TO CRY.
A/N: I kinda got carried away writing this. I had translated the Chinese lyrics to English.

Inspired by: 我爱他 （I Love Him)

Guide: Italicised words are the lyrics.

His subtle craziness has been left behind in one of the train carriages. The air in the underground train is heavier than the memories.

"Taehyung, what do you mean? You can't be serious." She said as she clutched onto his clenched fists, praying that what she had heard come out from his mouth wasn't real. His weird smile that had been there just minutes before what he said was gone and it was obvious that he was serious. "I want to break up." He coldly stated, pulling his fist away from her. In the train carriage, there was only him and her since it was already 2am in the morning. As her tears flowed down her face, she opened then closed her mouth. She wanted to speak but all that came out from her mouth were just sobs. He stood up from his seat and walked towards the door, wanting to get off on the next stop, even though he knew that it was far from where he was heading to. As the door opened, she finally choked out. "Why?"

He just got off the train, leaving her there to cry.

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I love him, so powerfully, so strongly, most passionately.

As soon as she collapsed on her bed after showering, she cried again. Much harder this time, knowing that no one would hear her cries, her pain. She loves him so much. There was this one time she felt that it was overbearing but she didn't stop. She knew it was going to break her one day. She still went along with it. She build up a barrier with her love around their relationship, making sure that no harm would go through the wall. No matter how strong it was, it still crumbled. She was so passionate about it, but it doesn't matter now.

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My dreams have been cruelly shattered yet I can't forget. I have once believed tomorrow is the future with him.

As she replayed the scene of him leaving her on the train in her head, tears flowed down her face for the third time that day. She had once dreamt about building a home with him. She saw him next to her as she woke up. She saw their children eating breakfast with them. She saw him carrying their daughter on his shoulders as they ran around the garden with their son chasing them. It was beautiful. It was wonderful. It was everything she wanted. But dreams are always shattered by reality. She was a dreamer, one that believed in her dreams but not anymore.

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I love him, till I stumbled into despair. (Falling and crashing to hopelessness)

It killed her friends to see her like that. They would visit her, only to see her in her room, tissues thrown everywhere and her eyes swollen. Her voice would be hoarse from crying. She does still do the basics of washing up and eating. But it stops there. She doesn't socialise anymore. She doesn't watch the to anymore. Sometimes, they would catch her staring at the tv as she sat on the couch. When asked why was she doing that, she would just burst into tears, saying that she was afraid of seeing his face on tv. She loved him too much to say goodbye. She loved him too much to forget about him. She just loved him way too much.

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"KIM TAEHYUNG. OPEN THIS DOOR." Her best friend shouted as her fist banged on his room door in the dorm. Jin had let her in earlier. He knew stopping her would just end up badly, so he just let her in and prayed that Taehyung would settle this on his own, maturely. Taehyung's eyes widen as he saw the girl at the door when he opened it. "Wh-what are you doing here?" He asked her as she stormed into his room. "What do you think?" She folded her arms as she glared at him. Even though she was smaller than him, Taehyung felt as if he was as small as an ant and she was the bird who was the predator. "If this is about her, there's nothing to talk about, please go." Taehyung said, ignoring her glare as he stared at the wall behind her. He tried to make himself sound as monotonous as possible, knowing that she would spot his emotions very easily.

"Nothing to talk about? So you are saying, my broken friend, in her home, is nothing to talk about?" He remained silent. "So you are saying, the last two years of your relationship was nothing to talk about? My best friend is crying everyday at home and knowing that I can't do anything is frustrating. If it's a cut or a physical injury, I could at least treat it but this? She is literally tearing herself apart and I'm just here watching. Helpless." He started to shift his gaze onto her, surprised to see tears forming. "I'm afraid to leave her alone. I am so scared that if no one is there with her, she might do something stupid. She is so afraid to turn on the tv or even flip through magazines because she knew if she saw your face, she would cry harder. When I tried to help her get over you, she would just grab onto the things you gave her and beg me not to get rid of it. Do you see how much you are hurting her?"

"I just, I just thought it would be better for her. She deserves someone who could be there for her the whole time, not someone like me. I travel all around the world. I rather break it off here instead of hurting her more." Taehyung finally spoke, his own tears flowing down his face. "You think this is better? She is the kind of person that would do anything for her loved ones. You now have her heart, what makes you think it would be better to leave her? As long as she still loves you, you would be better than that someone else that could be there with her everyday." Taehyung looked into her eyes as he asked, "do you think it's too late for me to get her back?"

"I would be lying if I said no."