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another life |Namjoon|

Length: 735words
Warning: ANGST OMGOMGOMG
A/N: I realized I haven't been writing for Namjoon and I feel really bad. So, abandoning all requests for a moment ((IM SO SORRY I KNOW YALL BEEN WAITING FOR VERY LONG NOW)), I decided to write some Namjoon angst! Hope you like it! This will have a part two, don't worry. It's just getting started. ;)

sidenote: happy birthday to my king, kim seokjin.
also, happy one year anniversary to this book!
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"With this, I bond both of us together. For every lifetime, for every of our forevers, we will be each other soulmates. If you die earlier than I do, my soul would always find a way to find you. Even if you don't know or remember me in your future lives, we are meant to be and will return to each others' sides in the end. Until we spend one whole entire lifetime together, we will never be apart." After that being said, Namjoon slipped the ring onto her fingers, promising his whole lifetime to her.

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"Kim Namjoon? You are her husband, aren't you?" He stood up quickly once his name left the doctor's mouth.

"Yes, that's me. How is she?" With a sigh and a shook of his head, Namjoon knew. She wasn't going to make it. "You should go in and say your last words. It's probably the last thing you can do with her, for her."

"Thank you doctor."

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With a soft knock, he carefully opened the door and entered. Her fragile and pale figure laid on the bed. She gave him a small smile once she saw him. She would smile whenever he was around. He was her happy drug, so was she to him. "How do you feel?" He knew it was a useless question but he didn't know what else to say. "Like shit," she replied as she laughed. "But I feel better now with you beside me." He chuckled for a few seconds before letting his tears fall. The woman he truly loved was leaving his life so early. He wasn't ready for it. He couldn't let her go but he had to. It wasn't fair.

"Namjoon, come closer." She gestured for him to go to her, her left hand reaching out. He went closer and her hand reached for his face and wiped his tears off.

"Do you remember that weird vow you made during our wedding?" He smiled.

"How could I forget? I spent nights writing it to make sure it was perfect. I wanted to write a song for you but I can't possibly present a rap as a vow in front of everyone."

"Then, I am sure you remembered that you said that your soul will always find me in other lifetimes if I die earlier than you. I hope you will remember me in your heart but always do let other people in it. As soulmates, we will find each other in the end. Trust me." She held up her hand to show the ring. Her grave illness has caused her become awfully thin, her ring was slipping off her finger but she still wore it no matter what.

"With this, we will never forget each other no matter what situation we would face in life or death."

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"Namjoon! Wake up!" He could hear Jimin's voice calling him.

"Jimin, stop it." Yoongi's voice was void of emotions but it obviously showing that he was on the verge of tears.

What's going on, Yoongi hyung?

"No, don't do this Namjoon hyung."

What do you mean Jimin, what am I doing?

"Jimin, stop it! He isn't going to come back!" Jin shouted. Anyone could tell that he was crying.

I'm not going to come back? Jin hyung, what are you talking about?

"Namjoon hyung, you can't leave us just like that. You can't."

Jimin, come closer, why are you getting softer? Why is the world going dark?

"This isn't fair!"

Ji-, why can't I remember his name?

"Come back!"

Why are you so upset?

"Don't do this to us!"

Who is "us"?

"Hyung! Please, come back. Come back to us. We need you. I need you."

Who are you?

With that, the world went black.

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Suddenly, Namjoon found himself walking in a dark room.

"Hello? Is there anyone here?"

No replies.

He continued walking into the endless dark hole. Usually, he would be scared and paranoid. He was at some place he wasn't familiar with at all. However, somehow, he managed to have this newfound confidence to help him with this situation, bringing him forward with every step he took.

"Where am I going?"

He asked no one in particular. He wondered where was he. He vaguely remembered people crying and shouting but this memory was fading to almost nothing, like ashes blown into sea by the wind.

Gone.

 He couldn't remember what happened previously or who he was friends with. He couldn't remember his parents' faces or where he used to go. All he could remember was his own name.

Kim Namjoon.