BTS imagines // ENDED.

closed. // goodbye, thank you.

hello, it's petal here.

i really don't know where to begin but i'm here to say i'm going to stop writing. i'm not sure if it will be temporary or permanent, i just know,, writing doesn't feel right to me whenever i start typing. i rarely get that inspiration anymore and i feel like i have grown out of the fan life for bts ?? i mean, i'm glad that the boys are getting more and more popular and i'm really thankful to see the seven boys i love getting the recognition they deserve.

however, i am not that avid fan i once was. i'm not sure if i had outgrown them or i'm just tired sometimes, like extremely tired. i barely can keep up with the boys and i feel guilty about it. of course, i love them a lot.

that is why i decide to close this down. whether permanent or not, i want to only be able to write what i am proud of to show you guys. i also do not wish to portray any fake-ness in stories because they feel so unoriginal and unrealistic.

i really do love the boys, but i guess i'm just a little too tired to keep up with them? i mean, i'm more into ballads now too ((i do still love bts music like bst and run, etc)) and i have too little time to be updating on stories and handling my personal matters. i feel bad leaving you guys hanging and waiting for an update so i'm just here to say goodbye.

do support our boys' latest comeback !!

thank you so much to those whom messaged me about how you love my stories and always telling me to take care. i really do appreciate them a lot and i do read them repeatedly. thank you for your support. i love you.

so farewell, i hope to see you again,

petal.

(( under this would be the updates of what happened in my life during the time i was away so do skip if you are not interested !! i would also include where you can contact me ~ ))

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december 2017:
- went to korea alone for the first time !!
- went to a btob concert in korea (( yes i stan them too ))
- overall a nice experience but please do not go to korea in winter as it is too cold and you can't do much sight seeing, i mostly did shopping.

january 2018:
- birthday on 2nd jan !! (( turned 18 this year ))
- got my first tattoo on my right shoulder
- met eunkwang from btob twice irl because he opened a café here !!

february 2018:
- had my exams (( did badly :( ))

march 2018:
- went to dubai with my school for a study trip (( it's really pretty there !! love it lots !! ))

april 2018:
- got my second tattoo
- school started again :(

ok there aren't much updates but this is just in case if anyone is worried about me hahah but yeah, i'm doing okay, life is just getting hectic and i don't have much time for leisure. so maybe when i have time, i may come back, who knows?

to find me, you can follow
- @PETALMINHYUK on twitter !!