BTS imagines // ENDED.

Worldwide |Namjoon|

Length: 534words
Warning: Angst with happy ending
Author's note: the last sentence has been popping up in my head the whole day so why not write about it? :)

"Are you sure you have to go?" "It's work, you know I have to go." "Sometimes, I just wish we have more time together." "Me too."

Then, she watched him get onto the plane. It is always so hard to say goodbye but they always have to. They can't bear to leave each other, afraid that the kiss, the hug and the holding of hands before he departed would be the last of them. They never knew what will come the next day and to be very honest, she was afraid.

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"Namjoon?"

"Yeah?"

"It's tough."

"I know."

"It's hard."

"I know."

"I might lose my mind thinking about you the whole time."

"I know. I am feeling the same way, but as long as we are together, it will be fine right?"

She sighed before saying, "But it will hurt less being apart from each other."

She could hear him inhale sharply before letting up a shaky breath. He hung up before she could say anything and the next thing she knew, she was crying. In the back of her head, she knew she had broken up with him, whether she liked it or not.

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It had been days since the phone call. They hadn't contacted each other even though they both wanted to. They knew each other too well. They were like two peas in a pod. They were too afraid to contact each other as they may make the other party more upset. They were too afraid to stutter when they talk. They were afraid that the next phone call would confirm that they ended. They knew it would prolong the pain if they don't solve this but they rather live in the delusional state that they were still together. They loved each other too much to let go.

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Namjoon sat on the edge of his bed, phone in his left hand. He hadn't even noticed that his legs were shaking because of his nervousness. What if she didn't want to be with him anymore? What if she found a better life without him? What if...? So many thoughts ran through his head. So many possible scenarios that could happen. The worst one he could think of was her already moving on and having a better life with him.

"That's it. I'm doing it." Then he pressed call.

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On the other side of the world, her phone rang. "Namjoon?" She asked when she picked up the phone, afraid that this would be the last goodbye.

"Just listen alright? I know I can't be the boyfriend that will always physically be by your side the whole time. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry my job requires me to be so far away from you. I hate that fact as much as you do. To be very honest with you, I am afraid of losing you. So much. Too much. I hate it more when I know that it is because of my job and there's nothing I can do about it. But I need you to believe me when I say this."

She heard him paused before,

"I need you to believe me when I say that my love for you is worldwide."