Love unexpected

5 - Losing

Hey everyone , I'm back from my break . I had no inspiration after I ended part 4 so it took a little longer to post this part . Anyway it's here , I want to wish y'all a late Merry Christmas and a Happy new Year. May all your wishes come true and may Lucaya finally get together . Also before I forget . THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR ALL THE READS ( I NEVER EXPECTED TO GET SO MANY READS ON IT) , THE VOTES AND ALL THE SWEET COMMENTS . YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME ! I LOVE Y'ALL SOOO SOOOO SOOO MUCH !

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Maya's Pov

I hugged him tight , after four minutes I released him .It didn't feel like four minutes but more like an eternity. I missed this , everything was kind of awkward between the two of us because of what happened  .

 I smiled at Lucas and he just smiled back . I didn't bother reading the letter, he gave me . I had some questions that were waiting to be answered . I sat down on his couch which was really messy to be honest . 

I looked at the room , taking in the side around me once again . A mess was an understatement . Plates everywhere with most of the food left on it. He probably didn't  eat much the past couple of weeks . Clothes on the floor, curtains closed ,barely any light and a smell I couldn't tell what it was . 

The first thing that came to my mind was Olivia . Where was she ? He could not be raising a 2 month old here . I realized that there were no toys , no bottles , no clothes to be found anywhere around his living room or kitchen .

 I turned to Lucas who sat on the chair at his dinner table , looking straight ahead of him .

" Where is Olivia ? " I asked walking closer to him . He stared at the floor and I got even closer to him . 

" I couldn't take care of her Maya " He was looking at the floor . " I'm not a good father to her . " 

"How dare you say that you're not a good father . I'll tell you who isn't a good father . Mine , he left me and never even wanted to come back in my life .  " I tried convincing him .

" Maya , I wasn't capable of taking care of her . I mean look at this place , it's a mess and so am I ." He was now standing right in front of me . I tried calming him but he clearly was upset . "She is better of with someone else ."  

"You gave her away ?! me eyes widened with shock " How could you ?! " It was more an insult than it was a question

 " God ,no who do you think I am ?" I knew he wouldn't do that, he could be heartless sometimes  but he would never do that .There was still the fear of it being true , though . 

Some  people weren't meant to be parents at a young age , but Lucas was . He was the best father that Olivia could wish for . 

" Sorry, but where is she then ?" He looked away and tried to avoid the question . 

"Lucas where is she ?" I tried one more time but he avoided the question once more , and sat down on the chair he was previously sitting on .

"Fine if you don't want to answer , I'm leaving . " he tried to keep me there but I didn't have any reason to be there at the moment . 

On my way out , I could hear something breaking . I had to fight the urge of not storming back in there and soothing him .

 Once I was in the lobby , I saw a girl who looked very familiar . I looked one more time at the girl and that's when I noticed who she was . Clarissa ? 

 When I started walking closer to her , I saw her holding something, no someone to be exact . With every step I got closer my anger grew . I saw who she was holding , she was holding Olivia .How ? That was the only thing that I could think .