Love unexpected

6 - Listen

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That night

Their night out quickly changed into a night of talking . They talked about Riley and Farkle becoming parents and Zay finally getting over his break-up with Vanessa . Lucas was sure the subject of him and Maya would be discussed by them , he was just waiting till the next subject was revealed . Not even 10 minutes later they started talking about him and Maya .

" So Lucas how are you and Maya ? " Zay asked changing their previous topic .

Lucas looked at him with narrowed eyes and answered " Whatever is going on with us is nothing that concerns you or anyone that's wondering . We don't talk anymore if that is what you wanted to know . "

" Lucas we know you and Maya don't talk anymore . We are your friends and we always have to consider if the other is going to be there when we invite one of you. What happened ? That is the question that lingers on everyone's mind . " Farkle said sipping his drink .

" You know what happened, Maya told you . Multiple times even . Why do you think it's not the truth ? " Lucas asked not happy with where this conversation was going .

" Because it isn't , we know Maya and Riley knows her even better . Their is something more between the two of you , I just can't put my finger on it . Maya wouldn't make that big of a drama and not talk to you for 6 months just because you let Clarissa back in your lives . " Zay said . " True , I know her . Maya wouldn't talk to her best friend for 6 months for something like that . She would be mad obviously but she wouldn't stop talking to you . " Farkle finished .

Lucas sighed , he knew he had to tell them some day . " You're right , she hasn't told you the truth and neither have I . " Lucas said.

Maya's Pov

Dear Maya ,

I'm sorry , words cannot explain how much . Pain has to be felt and that is the truth . I hid it from you and I shouldn't have done that . I made things worse by not telling the truth . I suppose you want answers . So I'll give them to you . You were 6 weeks pregnant . The reason I didn't tell you anything was because you were alone . Josh wasn't there for you .The doctor told me you lost your child instead of the father and your fiancée . I cried because it was my fault you lost someone that was irreplaceable . I had to take out my anger and you weren't there to talk to . Maya I'm a wreck without you . I gave your love that was meant for me to someone else . It got myself in this situation where I ,Lucas Huckleberry Friar , am a father . I was afraid of failing but every time you were there for us . You'll be the best mom and fourth grade teacher ever . I love you and you loved me .I had my chance and I left you 2 times . I left you standing there after I confessed all my feelings for you at our trip 3 summers ago and I kissed you . I left and hated myself for that . I was with her and you were with him . I thought my chances were gone .Until you showed up at my place , 4 in the morning . Your eyes were red because you had been crying . I remember our talk , I remember the clothes you were wearing , I remember your scent . When one thing ended up in another thing , I got scared of what would happen . Don't get me wrong that was the best night in my life but you always put other peoples feelings first and yours will always come second . I didn't want to make you choose , so I made the decision myself and left again . Maya I hope you will one day forgive me , for all the things I did . Josh is a very lucky guy and he should cherish you because you are more worth then all the money in the world . I will always love you and I will never not want to talk to you . Stay true to yourself and make decisions that make you happy .