I'm In Love With A Player

As If It Wasn't Bad Enough..

I walked into class and felt a tear roll down my cheek. What did I do wrong? Did I do something to him to make him mad? Ugh.. I think I need to go to the best friend for this one. I walked to the back of the class room and sat down next to Destini. Her smile faded away when she saw the dried tear on the side of my face. "Who did it?", she asked. I could hear the anger and serious tone in her voice. "What did I ever do to him? I mean.. am I not good enough?", I said crying some more.. I was ignoring the fact that people were starting to look back at us, but we still had 10 minutes before class started, so I didn't care. Destini knew what I meant and I could tell by the scowl on her face that she was pissed. She nodded and looked away and said, "I'll take care of it".

*Lunch*

I didn't know what exactly she meant by that, but I knew she was gon' say something to Jaharee. She could cuss that nigga out and I wouldn't even give a fuck. He did me fucking dirty as hell and .. ugh, I just couldn't believe this shit. Destini tapped my shoulder, knocking me out of my thoughts. We were already at the table eating and I guess she could tell my the look on my face that I was deep in my thoughts. She was about to say something when she looked behind me and her whole facial expression changed. I turned around and saw Jaharee walking towards us. I looked back and Destini was already getting up. I grabbed her arm before she could get any further and shook my head. She looked confused, "But--" she said. "No.. just dont please." I cut her off, not really in the mood for arguing. She just nodded her head ok and sat back down. I didn't want a scene.. 

*End of the Day*

It was finally the end of the day and I have never been so happy to leave school. I was just not in a very good mood. I hurried outside and stood in a different place than I usually did to avoid running into Jaharee while I waited on my mom to come pick me up. Luckily, she got there earlier than usually today. I saw Destini out of the corner of my eye and ran over to hug her quickly. I ran back to my mom's car and we drove home. 

I still couldn't believe everything that had happened today. I just didn't know what could have caused him to do that.. I was brought out of my thoughts by a text. I unlocked my phone to see it was Alexis. Man this girl always had advice. If I ever needed any advice I either went to Alexis or Destini. But since Destini was with Kasen, I figured I would just talk to Alexis. 

Hey boo, wyd?

Nothing Much, can I ask you something?

Yea sure, what's up?

Do you know anything about Jaharee? Like if he goes with anybody?..

Umm, OH! I forgot I was supposed to ask you about that.. somebody told me that you go out with him.. do you?

Umm yea..

Omg girl please tell me you're lying to me.

Noo, why?

Jasmine, Jaharee goes with La'Dasha in 8th grade...

What? Are you sure? How do you know?

She told me.. And then somebody told me that he goes with you, so when I asked Jaharee if he went with you  he said no he goes with La'Dasha.. I'm really sorry boo.. He's bad news and if I knew you were with him I would've warned you..

:/ .. Its all good.. Thanks hun.. ttyl

Kk bye .

I was completely heartbroken.. This was my bestfriend since the beginning of this year.. and I thought we would be tight no matter what. He said he liked me.. he said he loved me.. but he got with me, and betrayed me.... What. The. Fuck... I'm through.. but before I make it officially over.. I want to see if he lies first....